For the past two nights I’ve curled up into a ball on the floor and cried myself to sleep, seeing as I am about to go to bed, might as well make it three.
we can’t be friends, we both know that.
you can’t tell me you don’t love her, and i got no right to ask.
so i’ll pretend like i don’t care.
Is it bad that I’m already getting over you? I spent MONTHS crying over you and living miserably, but now that bridges are burned I think of you less and less. Maybe I wasn’t as in love with you as I thought or maybe I just finally realized that I am worth it. I KNOW I can do better, I have a lot…
Just gotta stay strong. For Tyler. He needs me. For Billy and Dad. They aren’t ready for me to join them. For me. Just got to believe. I’m worth it. Things will be okay. It gets better. It’ll work out in the end.
All of you need to stay strong and believe. For the ones you love. You may think…
Filled with so much hurt and anger…..
That it just makes you tired…..
How do you know when enough is enough?
Do you just use me when your lonely, knowing I will do whatever you say and be there for you. Why do I always think every time is going to be different than the last? Because its not. And now I’m just sad. Please prove me wrong.